woo ff

Its been a while.
Sorta forgot bout this project, to be honest. Lots of stuff? has been going on, I guess. Went to Puerto Rico, got real tan, real fast. Now I'm back, have been back, have been dreaming crazy things
and am now losing, said tan.
I wrote a poem, about a week ago.
I'll put it up a little later
maybe instead of pictures, or portraits I'll get back into writing, pictures being more scattered
more of a portrait through words
I used to do that, I could give it a try again

So, this is just to say...Hi, I'm back

ive been sick. again! ew.
sorry for the no posts, but it hasn't been pretty anyway.
i finished my blanket!!!!
its not even, but it works and i slept under it last night and was happy about it.
so really thats all that matters, right?
5 days till PR!!!

ahhhhhh

im getting sick.
i want bread.
halp.

14 de marzo

chichichcichichcichcihciciiii

March 13

Its my baby's birthday!

TGIF

Doesn't mean much though. Gotta studyyyyy and
knit. because I want to finish this blanket before I got to Puerto Rico.
I am debating on whether or not I want to go to Starbucks before Spanish.
I think yes.

March 10

DONE
with my midterm.
ONE
more to go.

March 9

At the library. So far there have been three "fire drills" in the last two hours. Why?? I notice that every time one happens the population of library-studiers decreases exponentially. Apparently I don't learn.
Exam tomorrow.
Two weeks till Puerto Rico!!
Its so cold here. I can't wait.

the lost weekend

no photos survived this past weekend, and i am genuinely sorry for it.
monday was the blackout. no light. no nothing. nothin but a whole bunch of loud crazed students.
here i am on tuesday night, delighting in all of the light.
I have to wonder how much energy was saved (if any?) during the time.

heres how far ive come in my knitting!!

wait im comin with you

Wednesday MARCH 2

here i am knitting

non class tomorrow
a blessed break
i will knit and knit and knit and knit
sounds nice

feb 28

TOMORROWS MARRCH HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

im knitting a blanket
tam and i just wrested so im rowdy. plus i had a really intense day

YAY OSCARS
all i ever do is be in the library
AND FOR WHAT
5.5 hours today

feb 26

feb 25

feb 24

LONG. day. good NIGHT.





**note, I tried to get Hal in the picture but he would have none of it.

feb 23

back to the library

feb 22 2011

jusjt chillin in a cage at the libes.
im mad at psychology again

today is the 21st of february

History at 5:10. 40 more minnuuuutes. As you can see Tam and I are very interested in the topic today. WW1. It isn't really a sarcastic comment, the information is good. Just given at a fast rate and is mild to moderately disjointed in presentation.
we accidentally match. don't worry, if you could see my pants/skirt you wouldn't think so.

feb 20 2011

aliens

feb 19

TODAY IS MY BESTFRIENDS BIRTHDAAY


happy birthday dais
love you


this is me today

feb 18

3 pics cause im getting lamer about this. but ill get better
watching lost like its my job

OOPS AGAIN

today is the 16th
forgot the 15th
ill post twice today to make up for it.

Happy Valentines day!

Its too warm out to be upset. Happy Valentines day from us. <3

valentines day

happy valentines day. im in an awful mood. 830 classes that dont end until 6. luckily my roommate kept me up all night so im not tired at all! also my computer is dead so i can't bring it to class... the fun just never stops.
ill probably post twice today, it being a holiday 'n all, that and i don't want my only interaction on the web to be negative. hopefully by afternoon or evening my spirits will have changed. for the better.

feb 13

last night I watched La Bama and wept freely. Today I have done nothing. Cleaned a bit. I feel mildly guilty, but whats new. Currently listening to Exile in Guyville. Reading things that aren't my history book. Its cool. Feeling blah. My dad and brother came with my brothers friend to visit for 5 minutes. It was nice but it made me homesick. I want to write a song.

oops skipped a day

lucky i took photobooth pictures last night.
con mis amigos



heres today

2 weeks

day 13

yo estoy enferma. hope i can get to clase manann. i will probably have weirdo dreams tonight. currently i am squatting on tams bed while her and Laura talk about anthropology and stuff. my head hurts too much to really pay attention. na night.

day 12

12s my number.
today is stupid. im late
sorry

The 11th day

me and my better half.


More heart attacks occur on a Monday than on any other day of the week. Keep that in mind, have an apple.
Spring's comin' soon.

day10

Sunday. Did some laundry, cleaned my room. Fell asleep watching my psych homework. Its 40 degrees and sunny out. Had my window open all day. Tamren's in the city. boo. My suite is having a clothing swap tonight. Slash super bowl party. yayy....

day 9?

Wow, nine days already. Ok, I can live with that. This picture is featuring my buddy Hal. I threw Tamren out of my room earlier today for saying that he didn't have feelings. I firmly do not believe that we speak all of the time, and really he is quite flavorful. And maybe I didn't actually THROW her out, but I certainly thought about it. My friend Alex Miller bestowed me with a gift of a water plant for his little tank, you can see it here. Its Saturday, I feel like its a sunday though. It feels like everyone in the world is angry. Its very grey out. Maybe that contributes to the mood...SAD and what not. I am one of the only people in the suite, which is a rarity and I do take pleasure in it. I am singing very loudly to the Be Good Tanyas. My favorites.

day 8

friday night? I sprained my ankle last night. Its not that bad, but it hurts to stand and it hurts to walk, so I'm just not doing those things. Watching Dreamcatcher with Tamren. Last night I saw a show in the Stood, it was pretty delishus. I had a lot of fun. My ankle was actually sprained through the whole thing, but I danced really hard on it, which is probably why its killing me today. Happy yesterday was your Birthday, Molly!

Day 7

Ugh. I overslept a bit and today is my long day again. I am fighting my eyes to remain open now. I am going to bed early tonight. I dont care if there is a rock show. I feel pretty good though, maybe I will change my mind later. Maybe some coffee will get me going.

Day 6 Here I am, rock me like a hurricane

Feb 2 - sometimes known as groundhogs day. I guess this year the groundhog predicted an early spring! It has been a rough winter thus far..

I am feeling a bit beaten from last nights events. The suite resembled a bachelorette party, as laura keenly pointed out this morning. I have been taking biotin for my hair to grow. I can't wait to have a braid. Or something along that line. Hal says hi.

Day 5

Roommate and fork. My Spanish class was canceled due to weather which is almost as bleak and miserable as my mood. Tonight I am going to buy a box of wine.

Day 4 starts early

Taken on photobooth. I am exhausted and must begin my longest day of the week. The sun is already plumpin' the day to come. Roast turkey, roast.

day 3

Photo taken by Andres Justiniano January 30th 2011

Today I feel sick and it is sunny outside and I am going to watch Hostel Part 2 with Tamren and it is Sunday so I cleaned Hal's tank.

day 2!

Photo taken by the talented Tamren Estevez

365 photos

Today I begin with my photo a day project.
Its not a terribly wonderful photo but thats not really what I am going for.
Not sure what I am going for, maybe just some consistency and a way to track my mood/health blah blah as the year goes on.
So today is the 28th of January 2011. Here we go.

His other life

he wears a silk shirt on Sundays, he prays with his eyes open. and no one knows that he is devout. the finger nails are long, they scrape back skin cells, they scrape back folds. in the night he screams into his pillow. only sometimes. only when his wife slumbers, heavy, hard. hes bleeding beneath his socks, under the ankle line. he is bleeding in his shoes and his heart is pumping useless. no one knows how devout he is.


thunder, the wigs are on fire, the cheese ate itself, the wind is pregnant with his spit, his words, his tantrums. he slips into the bathroom and stares out the window. the night is cold, the glass is frozen, he sits on his haunches now and he breathes through his mouth, he breathes through his mouth so that his breath is hot and melts the frost and then it freezes again and he begins again.


the wife never leaves the house, she spends her time dusting one room out of twelve. she spends her nights pretending to sleep. her husband lies, she knows, he lies about walking the dog, who sits meek and lumpy, who eats too much. he lies about his emotions, she knows. she knows that one day he will leave her, and she knows that the day he does she will step outside for the first time since she was thirty-two.